I tend to be very shy and socially clumsy and spend a great amount of time living in my head. It is my sanctuary. With that being stated, I also like to be loud sometimes and enjoy being temporary psychotic as I climb trees, or dance on tables, for instance. Apart from this, I enjoy a variety of other things like reading, drawing, writing, listening to music, film, playing guitar and all that other introverted jazz. I have an unconditional love for psychology. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. In the future, I'd like to travel. But more importantly, I'd like to find a partner in crime that would love to build forts, chase squirrels and maybe even sit through The Lord of the rings trilogy with me.
I am crazy. But I am free.
What's your story?
Sometimes I wonder if you still read my tumblr. Do you still think of me? I think of you sometimes and I wonder if youre happy. I hope you are. In case you wonder the same thing; I am happy. Maybe not every minute of the day but i am when i wake up and when I lay my head to rest.
I love you, always.
My cousin’s best friend recently hung herself. I keep having these nightmares that it was my sister hanging from the rope, and I didn’t save her in time. Its so scary - I had just seen her less than a week ago and now shes gone. My cousins keep moping around the house, and there’s been a lot of talk about the funeral. I had only met her the one time and she kept telling me how pretty I was. I really wish I took the time to tell her how beautiful she was, and that one day it will be okay. But I didn’t. Instead I left and went on with my pointless day.
So please. If anyone, absolutely anyone ever needs to talk or if you’re about to reach for a razor can you please just stop. Just stop and breath for a second and message me. I will stay up all night to make sure you’re okay. Suicide leaves scars on everyone around you; even those you never expected to care.
To go back to sleep, or to get up and eat food. Life is full of difficult decisions :(
Just gonna put this here.
I hate seeing someone that broke my heart in public. Like hey, look its one of those assholes that fucked me up for life.
Decided to make smiley face french fries and garlic bread for breakfast, all while watching the retro Spiderman cartoon.