I tend to be very shy and socially clumsy and spend a great amount of time living in my head. It is my sanctuary. With that being stated, I also like to be loud sometimes and enjoy being temporary psychotic as I climb trees, or dance on tables, for instance. Apart from this, I enjoy a variety of other things like reading, drawing, writing, listening to music, film, playing guitar and all that other introverted jazz. I have an unconditional love for psychology. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. In the future, I'd like to travel. But more importantly, I'd like to find a partner in crime that would love to build forts, chase squirrels and maybe even sit through The Lord of the rings trilogy with me.
I am crazy. But I am free.
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And for those interested, this was my weekend outfit ♡ Molly beat me pretty hard but it was def worth the rolllll.
My cousin’s best friend recently hung herself. I keep having these nightmares that it was my sister hanging from the rope, and I didn’t save her in time. Its so scary - I had just seen her less than a week ago and now shes gone. My cousins keep moping around the house, and there’s been a lot of talk about the funeral. I had only met her the one time and she kept telling me how pretty I was. I really wish I took the time to tell her how beautiful she was, and that one day it will be okay. But I didn’t. Instead I left and went on with my pointless day.
So please. If anyone, absolutely anyone ever needs to talk or if you’re about to reach for a razor can you please just stop. Just stop and breath for a second and message me. I will stay up all night to make sure you’re okay. Suicide leaves scars on everyone around you; even those you never expected to care.
> friend request from a hot chick
To go back to sleep, or to get up and eat food. Life is full of difficult decisions :(
Just gonna put this here.
I hate seeing someone that broke my heart in public. Like hey, look its one of those assholes that fucked me up for life.
"not all those who wander are lost." - Tolkien.
I found this in a little box marked “From Middle Earth”, it was along side my present Troy sent to me. It means so much to me because when we were first beginning to talk I told him I was a wanderer with no purpose. He told me not too worry, he knew I was too smart to wander forever.
Decided to make smiley face french fries and garlic bread for breakfast, all while watching the retro Spiderman cartoon.